Jan 20，2016
幾星期前，我夢見 Jezza 豬, 她變了 (肥) 小貓天使，一直守護在我身邊，開心活潑。
也夢見 Mango & Nana, 有些情節不太合邏輯但又超級可愛！例如我準備帶 Nana 坐喵校巴時，Nana 係好遠 (著住條裙仔) 跑黎我度，當我一抱起佢，佢就投訴哥哥 (Mango 變了她的哥哥) 霸哂屋企全部衣櫃 ?！
夢中當然也有勁抱抱同鍚錫 Jezza 豬啦。好想同人分享見翻 Jezza 的喜悅，也想證實她的存在，於是我就周圍問人見唔見到佢，最後發現原來這是她送給我一人獨享的特別禮物！
昨晚，又夢見 Jezza 了，是年輕時候的她，勁 sweet！點知，無幾耐，見到佢係夢中慢慢退化，毛色變白，漸漸老去，然後最不能夠接受的事情發生了！我看著她的背影，再一次離開我！

我傷心到哭住醒，凌晨時分不停流淚。真的心碎了。點解要我再次經歷這種可怕的離別呢？好痛苦！是有什麼特別意思或信息嗎？我好想念她！

I remember clearly her massage the night she left, the scene of me carrying her as a human baby was so vivid. Is she getting ready to reincarnate, is that the message? It has been over a year now … since you left end Oct 2014. Hug. 

photo of the night reflecting my sleep pattern …  
Huge thanks to spilled milk podcast, saved me from a pair of swollen eyes the next morning.